Author: Akiko

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Gary reached us first, a tote bag over one shoulder and a burnt nose glowing in the lantern light. Lou was next, in a sarong, barefoot. And behind them, with a lantern in one hand and a rolled yoga mat in the other, was Ana.

“Moonlight stretch,” Ana said, deadpan. “I found these two attempting a handstand in the surf.”

“It was going well until the wave,” said Gary.

I was lying in the sand with my bikini top askew and a bartender’s hand halfway up my thigh. Nobody pretended not to notice. Lou took one look, bit her lip, and grinned.

“Oh, love. We’ve interrupted. We’ll go.”

“Do not go,” said Mateo, sitting up, hair wrecked. “Please, nobody go.”

Everyone laughed. Lou sat down on the sand beside us and opened the tote bag. Prosecco. Strawberries. A string of condoms like bunting. “We were going to invite you up to the villa. Hot tub, six people could fit. Well. Five. Who’s counting?”

Ana set her lantern in the sand and looked at me, calm, dark-eyed, undeniably interested. “I’ve been thinking about you since sunrise class, Sophie,” she said. “I’d like to be counted.”

Mateo’s hand was still warm on my leg. Lou’s knee pressed against mine. Gary was visibly, enthusiastically trying not to cheer. All five of us were adults, wide awake, and all of us were looking at me.

“Everyone says yes, or nobody does anything,” Lou reminded us gently. “Soph? Your call.”

My pulse was in my ears.

→ I say yes, all of us, right now

→ I say thank you, but not tonight, and send them off

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Cabana 12 sat right on the sand, with a thatched roof, white gauze curtains and a king-size bed that had been very wasted on me for three nights.

I didn’t turn the light on. The moon did the job. Mateo stood in the doorway, shirt open, the sea breeze lifting the curtains round him, and I thought: right, this is happening.

“Last chance,” he said, smiling. “To be sensible.”

“I’ve been sensible for ten years.”

I pulled his shirt off. His chest was brown and hard, with a dusting of dark hair, and my mouth was on it before I’d thought about it. He undid the knot of my bikini top and let it fall. His hands were warm and slightly rough and he cupped my breasts like they were something precious and rubbed his thumbs across my nipples until I whimpered.

He laid me back on the bed and kissed down my stomach, slow, slow, slow, pulling my bikini bottoms down my legs with his teeth. Then his tongue was between my legs, flat and wet and patient, finding the exact place and staying there. I clutched his curls and arched up off the sheets and came almost embarrassingly quickly, a long shuddering gasp I felt in my toes.

He came up, lips shining, and grinned. I reached down and wrapped my hand round his cock, thick and hot and rock-hard, and he shut his eyes.

“Sophie,” he said, a bit roughly. “I start at six. Tell me what you want. Tonight only? Or something longer?”

→ I tell him tonight is all I want, and I want all of it

→ I tell him I’d like more than one night

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I put my glass down in the sand. “Mateo. How long is your break, really?”

He looked at his watch, then at me, and a slow wicked grin spread across his face. “Fifteen minutes. Maybe twenty. Nobody checks.”

“Excellent,” I said, and kissed him.

We fell back on the sand, under the shadow of an upturned catamaran, with a beach towel half pulled over us. The sarong went first, hitched up around my waist. His shorts came down. I took his cock in my hand, hot and heavy, and he pressed his face to my neck and whispered a string of filthy Spanish I really hope was a compliment.

“Quiet,” I whispered. “People are walking past.”

“You’re the loud one.”

He disappeared under the towel and I felt his tongue go to work on me, flat and slow and so good that I had to bite my own wrist. Footsteps passed. A couple walked by, arguing about dinner. Mateo never stopped, and I came silently, rigid, shaking, thighs clamped round his ears, while a stranger said, “Look at that sunset, darling.”

Then he rolled on a condom and slid into me, and we fucked in the dusk in total silence, in tiny hard thrusts, mouth to mouth, sand in places no one should have sand. I came again. He came with his face in my hair and a stifled groan.

Nineteen minutes, give or take.

He smoothed down his shirt, stood up and strolled back to the bar. I found sand in my bikini for four days. Every time I did, I smiled.

Ending 16 of 16: Sand in Everything. Go back and try a different choice for the full happy ending.

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I looked at the sea. It was a whole lot of nothing, and I’d never wanted anything more.

“Tonight,” I said, “I think I just want this. The sunset. The mezcal. Me.”

Mateo nodded slowly. He didn’t sulk. He didn’t push. He picked up his glass and touched it to mine. “Then I will drink it with you, in silence, for ten minutes.”

We did. It was glorious. The last of the light slid under the horizon and the first stars came out, and the sea breathed in and out, and somewhere behind us a waiter was setting tables. Something enormous and lonely and kind of wonderful unclenched in my chest. I’d got through it. The solicitors. The empty flat. The look on Rob’s face when he told me.

At the end of the ten minutes Mateo stood up. He brushed the sand off his trousers and took a napkin out of his pocket, scrawled something on it, and tucked it under my glass.

“My number,” he said. “In case the sunset isn’t enough, some other night. No pressure. My break is over.”

He bent down and kissed me. Slowly, deliberately, one hand cupped round my jaw, his tongue just brushing mine for a heartbeat. I felt it from my scalp to my knees.

“Goodnight, Sophie.”

I watched him walk up the beach and I didn’t regret one thing.

Back in Cabana 12 I slept like a stone, alone and content, with a phone number on the pillow and a smile I couldn’t have scraped off with a spoon.

I called him on the Thursday.

Ending 15 of 16: Table for One. Go back and try a different choice for the full happy ending.

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I held up a hand. “Right. Teach me something. I’m told I have terrible hips.”

“Terrible. Come here.” Ana laughed, stood me on the flattest rock, and said, “Tree pose. One leg. Foot on the inside of the thigh.”

I tried. I wobbled. I flapped. Ana stepped behind me, put her hands on my waist and said, “Look at the horizon. Breathe. Feel your standing foot.”

The only thing I could feel was her breasts against my back. My foot slipped. I flailed. She grabbed for me, missed, and the pair of us went off the end of the rock into the sea with a shriek and an enormous splash.

I came up spluttering. Ana’s braid had come apart. She was laughing so hard she had to hold on to my shoulders to stay afloat, and the margarita glass was bobbing between us like a tiny boat.

“Worst student I’ve ever had,” she gasped.

“Best teacher. The pose was flawless.”

“The fall was flawless.”

Still laughing, she pulled me close. Our wet bodies pressed together, my legs went round her waist, and the laughing slowly stopped. She kissed me, salty and warm. I kissed her back. We stayed there, kicking gently in the waves, until her hand slid down inside my bikini bottoms and found me, and my breath turned to a gasp.

I came in the sea in the last of the light with her fingers inside me and my teeth in her shoulder.

We swam back to the beach and split a towel.

She made me promise to come to class. I made her promise to never teach me tree pose again.

Ending 14 of 16: Beginner’s Pose. Go back and try a different choice for the full happy ending.

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I kissed her. The sun was a thin red line on the horizon and the rock was warm under my knees, and Ana’s mouth opened under mine at once.

She kissed like she did yoga, unhurried and full of intention. Her braid wrapped round my wrist. Her hand slid under my sarong, up my thigh, and found my bare skin underneath, and she smiled against my lips when she discovered I’d gone without knickers.

“Sophie,” she murmured. “You are a very naughty woman.”

“I’m a divorcee. It’s practically a qualification.”

She laid me back on the flat rock. The stone was still hot from the day. Her mouth went to my neck, then my breasts, pulling my bikini top down, while the sea slapped the base of the rocks and the last gulls went home. Then her fingers, two, then three, sliding into me slow and deep while her thumb rolled over my clit, and I clawed at the rock and moaned out across the water with nobody to hear.

“Louder,” she whispered. “The sea is listening.”

I came with a shout. The orgasm rolled through me like a wave breaking over a reef, and she kept moving her hand, drawing it out until I was weeping and laughing together.

Then I pushed her onto her back, and tugged her leggings off, and took my time. She tasted of salt and lime. She came on my tongue against the last red of the day, her long brown legs shaking and her hands buried in my hair.

We watched the stars come out.

“Tomorrow, sunrise?” she said.

“I’ll bring coffee.”

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I stood up. I’d gone red from my chest to my hairline. “I’m sorry,” I said. “I’m so sorry. I thought I could. I need to go.”

The sound stopped. Gary pulled out of Lou at once. He grabbed his shorts, Lou grabbed a towel, and the two of them were both on their feet before I’d got my sandals on, no anger in their faces. Only concern.

“Sophie, love,” Lou said. “It’s all right.”

“I feel stupid.”

“Don’t.” She wrapped the towel round her chest, and came and took both my hands. “You came because you wanted to. Going because you don’t is exactly as good. Nobody has done anything wrong tonight.”

Gary stood behind her, twisting his shorts in his hands. “Honestly, I’d be happy to just be your friend and get you a drink. Which is not something I say lightly.”

I laughed. It came out a bit wobbly. Lou kissed my forehead, my cheek, and then, very lightly, my mouth, and I felt it all the way down my body.

“Door’s open till Sunday,” she said. “No pressure. Ever.”

I walked back along the beach under a sky full of stars. At Cabana 12 I locked the door and lay on the bed, and my hand slid down without being asked. I thought about Lou’s mouth. About Gary’s cock sliding into her. About the way they’d looked at me. I came with their names on my lips.

In the morning someone had slid a note under my door.

Still here. Still open. L and G x

I read it three times. I didn’t knock.

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I stayed exactly where I was. I raised my glass to Lou and said, “Don’t stop on my account.”

She grinned. Then she turned her whole attention back to her husband and fell apart for me.

It was the hottest thing I had ever watched. Gary took her on the pool’s stone edge, then standing up against the wall with her legs round him and her nails raking his shoulders. He fucked her hard and honest and unhurried, and Lou talked the whole time, filthy and gasping, telling him how good he felt, how full she was, how she wanted him to come on her stomach while the pretty girl watched.

My hand was shamelessly inside my bikini. I had two fingers buried deep and my other hand twisting my own nipple. I couldn’t have stopped if the villa had caught fire. They both watched me while I did it, and that was the best part, the three of us sharing one hot breath in the dark.

Lou came with her head thrown back, shaking, a long, low, spectacular moan. Gary pulled out, and I came when I saw him, too, hard, my back arching on the lounger, a cry tearing out of my throat that echoed off the plunge pool.

Gary came on Lou’s stomach with a roar. Lou looked at me, flushed and glowing, and blew me a kiss.

“Best audience we’ve ever had,” Gary panted.

“Standing ovation,” said Lou.

I raised my glass again. Both hands were shaking.

I walked home under the stars, wrung out, certain I’d be back tomorrow.

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I held Lou’s hair and looked across at Gary. “Stay there,” I said. “You’ve got the best seat. Enjoy it.”

He swallowed. “Yes, ma’am.”

Lou laughed into my thigh. I pulled her up out of the pool and onto the sun lounger, laid her back, and finished what I’d started, my tongue on her clit and two fingers pushing slowly into her until she was clenching round them, her breath coming in short sobs. She tasted of salt and chlorine. She was so wet my wrist was soaked. I curled my fingers upward and she shouted my name and bucked off the cushion.

“Do it again,” she begged. “God, Sophie. Again.”

I did it again.

Gary made a noise like a man being slowly strangled. He was pumping his fist fast, eyes locked on my mouth, and as Lou came the second time he came too, thick spurts splashing his stomach, groaning into his own forearm.

Lou pulled me up for a long kiss, tasting of herself, then lay back with her hand over her heart.

“Well,” she said, after a long time. “That’s the best birthday present I’ve ever had. And it’s not even my birthday.”

Gary didn’t answer. I looked round. He was flat on his lounger, one leg dangling, mouth open, fast asleep.

“He does that,” said Lou. “Every time.”

We ate strawberries in the pool and watched him snore. At dawn I tiptoed home along the beach with a hickey, a number on a napkin and a very smug face.

I’d call that a perfectly respectable night. Gary would have called it a ten.

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I held Lou’s eyes and said it. “Gary. Get in here. I want you both.”

He was in the water before I’d finished. Lou pulled me up and kissed me while Gary’s big hands slid round my waist from behind and his hard cock pressed against my arse. I turned my head and kissed him too, and Lou laughed, delighted, and led us inside to the huge white bed.

Condoms, lube, lamp low. Lou lay back and pulled me over her, and I went down on her while Gary knelt behind me and licked me from clit to arsehole until I was sobbing into her thighs. When he slid inside me, slow and thick, stretching me wide, I screamed against Lou’s clit and she came on my tongue, gripping the headboard.

Then we swapped. Lou rode Gary and I sat on his face, her hands on my breasts, till the pair of us came together with a howl that must have woken the next villa. Gary fucked me with my legs round him while Lou sat on my mouth. Then Lou bent me over the bed and used three fingers while I took Gary in my mouth.

I came four times. Gary came on my tits. Lou licked him off me, grinning, and we fell asleep in a heap.

I woke to sunlight, Lou’s mouth on my neck, Gary’s hand between my thighs, and room service knocking. Breakfast in bed. Another orgasm before the coffee went cold. A note on the tray from Lou: Leeds for New Year? We’ve a spare room. And a spare bed.

I hadn’t thought about Rob once.

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